The Blue Edge of Midnight
Author:Jonathon King

The Blue Edge of Midnight by Jonathon King







I was a mile upriver, my feet planted on the stained concrete dam, back bent to the task of yanking my canoe over the abutment. It was past midnight and a three-quarter moon hung in the South Florida sky. In the spillover behind me, tea-colored water from the falls burbled and swirled, roiling up against itself and then spinning off in curls and spirals until going flat and black again downstream. Ahead I could see the outlines of thick tree limbs and dripping vine and the slow curve of water bending around a corner before it disappeared into darkness.


When I moved onto this river more than a year ago, my city eyes were nearly useless. My night vision had always been aided by street lamps, storefront displays, and headlights that swept the streets, crosshatching each other to create a web of light at every intersection. I’d spent my life on the Philadelphia streets, watching, gauging the hard flat shadows, interpreting the light from a door left ajar, waiting for a streak from a flashlight, anticipating the flare of a match strike. Out here, fifteen miles inland from the Atlantic Ocean in a swamped lowland forest, it took me a month to train my eyes to navigate in the night’s natural light.


Tonight, in moonlight, the river was lit up like an avenue. When I got the canoe floated in the upstream pool, I braced myself with both hands on the rails at either side, balanced my right foot in the middle, steadied myself in a three-point stance, and pushed off onto quiet water.


I settled into the stern seat and pulled six or seven strokes to get upstream from the falls and then readied myself. The mile from my stilted shack had just been a warm-up. Now I’d get into the heavy work that had become my nightly ritual. This time of year in South Florida, high summer when the afternoon rains came like a rhythm, this ancient river to the Everglades spread its banks into the cypress and sabal palms and flooded the sawgrass and pond apple trees until the place looked more like a drowning forest than a tributary. It was also the time of year when a man with a head full of sour memories could power a canoe up the river’s middle and muscle and sweat through yet another impossible night.


I tucked my right foot under the seat, propped my left forward against a rib, and was just pulling my first serious strokes when my eyes picked up a glow ahead in the root tangle of a big cypress.


Trash, I thought, pulling two strokes hard in that direction. Even out here you ran into civilization’s callousness. But the package seemed too tight as I glided closer. Canvas, I could tell now from the cream-color of the cloth.


I took one more stroke and drifted up to what now appeared to be a bundle the size of a small duffel bag. The package was wedged softly into a crook of moss-covered root by the current. I reached out and prodded it with my paddle, loosening the hidden end from the shadows. When it finally slid out onto free water, moonlight caught it and settled on the calm, dead face of a child.


Air from deep in my throat held and then broke like a bubble in my mouth and I heard my own words come out in a whisper:


“Sweet Jesus. Not again.”






For a dozen years I’d been a cop in Philadelphia. I got in at the smooth-faced age of nineteen without my father’s blessing. He was a cop. He didn’t want me to follow. I went against his wishes, which had become a habit by then, and got through the academy the same way I’d gotten through school. I rode the system, did just enough to satisfy, didn’t stand out, but tried always to stand up. My mother, bless her soul, called it a sin.


“Talent,” she said, “is God’s gift to you. What you do with it, is your gift back to him.”


According to her, my talent was brains. My sin was using only half of them.


Police work came easy to me. At six feet three inches tall, and a little over two hundred pounds, I’d played some undistinguished football in high school and my friend Frankie O’Hara used to drag me into his father’s South Philly gym once in a while to act as a standin sparring partner. My strength there was that I didn’t mind getting hit. A shot in the face never bothered me much. How that trait worked with my other “talent,” my mother could never explain. But the combination of a cloaked intelligence, some size, and an indifference to a crack on the nose made police work easy for me.


In my years on the force I’d climbed a bit of a ladder, taken some special assignments, worked for a short time in the detective bureau. I’d passed the sergeant’s exam a couple of times. But misunderstandings with management and “Officer Freeman’s seeming total lack of ambition” found me walking a downtown beat on the four-to-twelve shift. It was fine with me until the night I shot a child in the back.